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KINDRED #84

A Season of Living and Grieving It’s a process unlike any I’ve ever experienced. My window into the world of losing a child, the worst case scenario imaginable. For anyone; much less if you only had the pleasure of your … Continue reading

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KINDRED #83

I made my aquaintence with death at a very young age. 21 months old to be exact. Then several other times, the force went whizzing past me so fast, I was caught in momentary, cyclonic off-shoots. I played double dutch … Continue reading

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KINDRED # 82

My partner Rachel (Rayray) is pulling some of the the most profound insights on her blog on one of the, no the worst, thing you have to live through. I’m listeneing to Eminem, like Mike loved and I listened to … Continue reading

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KINDRED #81

What do I say when I have no idea what to say, save a long list of expletives. I have multiple stress related disorders and Mike dying, while it wasn’t and insn’t about me at all, hit me so personally … Continue reading

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KINDRED#80

Forever young. I want to be forever young. Forever young like my inspiration, my lost boy who has taken his place in Neverland. It was because of him that I found the courage to find my voice. To do tons … Continue reading

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KINDRED#79

  A Yankee Jewish Princess in the Orange County Jail I had to take almost two years to process the experience. It was so surreal and yet the severity of my treatment and surroundings proved that this was no hallucination. … Continue reading

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KINDRED #78

  Things have definitely hit the interpersonal roller coaster. This is only good in the sense that my kid is in a very good school and treated respectfully on a serious production heavy study tract. As a mother, I feel … Continue reading

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KINDRED #77

by Rachel Dueker Three and a half years ago, the greatest event happened to me and my partner. I had my child. A healthy, sassy, 16 year old child. In our adoption journey, we had found Mike and our world … Continue reading

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KINDRED#76

I feel stuck. I realize I talk about myself quite a bit. The issues I’m trying to work on are intense combined with my day to day life. It’s how I exorcize the demons that tell me I’ll never be … Continue reading

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KINDRED #75

Gender. It has caused many people great pain and conflict; both with the world they live in and their internal universe. Most kids with gender identity issues cannot be truthful about them, causing added stress and helplessness. As sad as … Continue reading

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